| | I've been alright. I really have. "I can honestly
say that I'm a changed man. That's the
God's honest truth." The guilt that accompanies pain in the seasons of life is not as cumbersome with Christ as the ransom, and us as the beneficiaries. There's encouragement with believers and I feel as if Christ uses me everyday in order to fulfill His glory even if that means I am harshly humbled, but why is there still feelings of wanting the past? As a sinner whose desires lie in the things of man, I am at a constant war of my own flesh and my past. "I play movies in my head that make a porno feel like home." Feeling as if I have absconded the sin of my past, I deal with it's guilt and pain like a raw sore on my soul. Christ will restore me and His love being so new everyday, will bring about His glory, whether or not I want it or not. "For who can resist His will?" I find feeble satisfaction in the pleasures of my flesh, and know not the everlasting joy and pleasure of knowing the living God. Pray for me brothers and sisters. I am a restless and demolished man.
p.s. I think february 2nd, 2006 says it all.
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